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J. A. Huss - Ford
I’m ​not on the run from my feelings. Because I don’t do feelings. And it’s not that I’m repressing my feelings, I just… seriously… don’t have feelings. Until now. Apparently. For the wrong girl. My best friend’s girl. So, OK fine. I’m on the run from the feelings I’m not having. Everything is great. I’m getting out of Dodge. I’m on my way to a new life, and a new job, and no more feelings…and then I run right into another girl. Only this girl doesn’t belong to anyone. She’s stranded. And broke. And stuck in a blizzard with me. So all those ugly, stupid feelings I’m absolutely not having need an outlet. And new girl is into my brand of weird. She’s super competitive and wants to play games with me. And we just made a deal that’s basically a grown-up version of truth or dare. I’m in trouble. Because maybe… possibly... I actually do have feelings. And this girl isn’t really stranded and broke, she’s just… broken. Just like I am. And if I don’t find a way to unbreak her—we’ll both stay broken forever.

J. A. Huss - Johnathan McClain - Pierced
MYRTLE I’m ​a just an erotic woman who likes control. And edgy sex. And hard men. At the same time. So starting an outreach class at the TDH community center to teach other women how to put the dom in dominatrix was inevitable. Even if I was only doing it to use my boss, Pierce, as my submissive example and pay him back for humiliating me in front of the whole world last summer. PIERCE I regret what I did to Myrtle. She’s the best assistant I’ve ever had and I’ll play along—for now—because I want to make things right. But... come on. Me? A submissive? Ha. Myrtle Rothschild might have the upper hand at the moment… but I’m bringing my A-game. I’m gonna take back control. She can wear her hot, thigh-high latex boots. She can crack that whip all she wants. Hell, I’ll even let her leave marks. But I’m about to school Ms. Rothschild in the art of who’s the boss. And she’s about to get Pierce-d.

J. A. Huss - Follow
#Women. I ​fuck them. I use them. I pay them off. I find another. My demands are never denied. My contracts are always signed. They submit to me. Willingly. Completely. Temporarily. This is how it's always been. Until I saw that filthy tweet. @VaughnAsher My bare pussy. Your tongue. #ThingsIThinkAboutToGetOff "FilthyBlueBird" thinks she can tease me with hashtags and then hide behind a Twitter handle? She thinks I wouldn't be more than happy to #RockHerFilthyWorld? She's wrong. Her online fantasy is about to collide with her public reality, and it's about to happen... now.

J. A. Huss - Turning ​Back
I ​lived in the dark for three years. My whole world revolved around the whims and happiness of three men. It was just a trip into the forbidden. A way out of a bad situation and forward into nothingness. Quin, with his easy smile and charming good looks. He was always there for me... Until he wasn’t. Smith, and his dispassionate attention. He was never there for me and he never regretted it. Bric, the one who listened, but only to himself. Self-absorbed, self-obsessed, and self-serving. He was never the one I wanted. And now he might be the only one I have left. It was good while it lasted, I guess. But it could’ve been so much more. It could’ve been so much better. And that’s why I’m turning back.

J. A. Huss - Wild ​Thing
Kidnapping ​her was the easy part. Now I’ve got to tame her. Runaway corporate princess, Lyssa Baylor, was born with a silver spoon in her mouth. But that’s not what I’ll be sticking in there. LYSSA Freelance princess hunter, Mason Macintyre, thinks he’s so tough with those bulging muscles. He thinks he’s so smart with his plan to tame me with spankings and submission. Well, I’ve got news for him. They don’t call me Wild Thing for nothing. I’ve been playing unruly princess my whole life and I’m not about to stop now. MASON This was supposed to be a simple kidnap job. Catch her and bring her in so she can be married off to the son of a family friend. But once her father realizes the man he hired to reform his unruly brat of a daughter won’t be able to handle her, he blackmails me into completing the job. No one blackmails me, I don’t care how rich and powerful you are. Her father might be untouchable, but Lyssa isn’t. I’m gonna touch her all over and punish her so hard, that forced marriage will be her only way out of my little princess reform school.

J. A. Huss - Come ​Back
"Secrets ​keep the darkness alive," Harper tells me. But that's not how I see it at all. Secrets keep me alive, the truth is overrated, honesty is never the best policy, and when your job title is Assassin Number Six--lies are your lifeblood. "Death is a business deal," I tell her back. And I shake his hand with secrets every chance I get. They're currency in my world. I pay my debts with them, I feed on them, they ground me in the present and they promise me a future. But Harper Tate is everything I've ever wanted. She's my promise, she's my obsession, she's a delicious fuckable transgression. She can be mine. She will be mine. All I have to do is complete the mission. There's just one teeny, tiny problem with the mission. It's a secret.

J. A. Huss - Damaged ​Gods
_If ​you’ve gotta be stuck in a curse with monsters—they might as well be sexy monsters._ When I answered an ad for a caretaker at Saint Mark’s Sanctuary I thought I’d be dusting chandeliers and polishing floors. I didn’t expect to be tricked into a curse, going in debt to a monster, and being forced to take a self-paced “Let’s Learn Magic” course so I can fix a two-thousand-year-old problem. And that monster? Not your ordinary, everyday beast. He has hooves, and horns, and fur on his legs. But ya know where he doesn’t have fur? Yeah. There. Which is fine. Except he doesn’t wear pants. Nothing at Saint Mark’s is exactly what it seems. The entire inside is magic, the hallways upstairs are nothing but parties from the past, and the super-hot guy who lives in the dungeon? Yeah. Not human. My name is Pie and all I want is to be a normal girl with an average life. I refuse to get stuck in this curse. I refuse to learn magic to break it. And there is no way in hell I will fall in love with a monster. Famous. Last. Words.

J. A. Huss - Johnathan McClain - Passion ​Rising
Old ​demons are back. Maddie's dealing with the fallout of her choices. Safety and happiness are relative, elusive things she's desperate to have. But they will forever remain out of reach until the demons of her past are laid to rest. Tyler's mistakes resurface to haunt him and he's just beginning to understand that money can't fix a broken relationship. He must open his heart and search for answers he'd rather not find. She wants peace in a world made of chaos. He wants to rid himself of a lifetime of guilt. They're soul mates, but that's no guarantee. They'll need to rely on each other to find their happily ever after. Because the fight never ends-it just gets easier with someone at your side.

J. A. Huss - Mr. ​Corporate
Weston ​Conrad is the best headhunter in the business. That handsome smile goes a long way towards convincing most people to trust him with their future. I’m not most people. I’m his direct competition. And it doesn’t hurt to be just the kind of woman he’s been looking for. I’m gonna flash you these legs, Weston Conrad. I’m gonna wear low-cut shirts and micro-mini skirts. I’m gonna dazzle you with wit and conversation and kiss those lips like they’re exactly what I’ve been waiting for. So don’t hate me when you figure out my secret. You understand, right? You’re Mr. Corporate and this is just business. ALL BOOKS IN THIS SERIES CAN BE READ AS A STANDALONE! Mr. Perfect Mr. Romantic (Releases 6-22-16) Mr. Corporate (Releases 8-17-16) Mr. Mysterious (Releases 10-12-16) Mr. Match (Releases 12-7-16)

J. A. Huss - Mr. ​& Mrs.
Mr. ​Perfect, Mr. Romantic, Mr. Corporate, Mr. Mysterious, and Mr. Match found what they were looking for and now it’s time to seal the deal. Five Aston hasn’t quite found his happily ever after yet… not quite. But he will. And he’s about to host the party of the century for all his family and friends. If you loved Happily Ever After, you can’t miss this one either. It’s the delicious cherry on top of the most perfect dessert and all your favorite characters will be back for one… final… swoon-worthy story.

J. A. Huss - The ​Company
There ​are two kinds of people in the world. Lovers and fighters. But our heroes are both. James Fenici is The Company’s most dangerous assassin. He’s also the most unpredictable and doesn’t take direction well. The Company would really like to get rid of him but he’s just not that easy to kill. Harper Tate is the invisible girl. A Company Princess who grew up on a superyacht and was secretly trained by her assassin brother. She has no birth certificate, no friends, and she’s on the run with a piece of vital information The Company desperately wants back. Sasha Cherlin is just twelve years old. But she’s not just a twelve-year-old girl. She’s as cunning and dangerous as any other Company assassin. And she’s got secrets that could bring the entire organization down. Together these three people are The Company’s worst nightmare and those in charge will do anything to keep them apart. But when James finds Harper his damaged assassin mind begins to heal. When Sasha finds James the emptiness inside her begins to fill up. And when Harper finds them both she knows only one thing for certain. Love is worth fighting for. ***** The Company is a fast-paced erotic suspense about living in a shadow world that straddles that thin line between right and wrong. It’s a book about love, and lust, and what it means to be friends. But mostly it’s about choosing your own family. And how sometimes it’s worth risking everything to save them.

J. A. Huss - Anarchy ​Found
Everyone ​needs a hero. That’s what Detective Molly Masters tells me. “What we need,” she says, “what the whole world needs,” she pleads, “is a champion.” The only thing I want to talk about with Molly Masters is how I’d like to make her scream my name when I push her up against a wall, slide my hand up her thigh, and live out my wildest fantasies. “Someone who will fight against injustice,” she says. I’ll fight against anything you want, honey. Just come a little closer. “Someone who will stand tall in the face of adversity,” she says. I’ll do it standing, sitting, or lying down. See how easy I am? “Someone who believes in the value of a good deed,” she says. I believe in the value of me, sweetheart. Because I’m Lincoln Wade. Jaded genius, obscenely wealthy, capable of violence, and looking for revenge. Molly Masters might have delusions of grandeur. She might see me as some superman capable of cleaning up the scum, filth, and corruption in Cathedral City. But I’m not the hero she’s looking for. I’m the dark alley where all her good intentions hide. So be careful what you wish for, Molly Masters. Because you’re about to get it.

J. A. Huss - Status
MovieStar ​@VaughnAsher @FilthyBlueBird #DirtyHeaven is mine tonight. Grace @FilthyBlueBird @VaughnAsher I own #DirtyHeaven, bitch. VaughnAsherIsMyBitch MovieStar @VaughnAsher @FilthyBlueBird #FlashbackTime Get ready. Grace @FilthyBlueBird Come here and take off my lip gloss @VaughnAsher #OnMyKneesWaiting MovieStar @VaughnAsher @FilthyBlueBird #Flashback to last night. Oh, you weren’t wearing lip gloss. But you are now. GetOnYourKneesAndWait Grace @FilthyBlueBird @VaughnAsher - Dabbing lips with a napkin. #ThatAllYouGot? Finally... Grace sees me in a different light. The banter is flirty, the sex is fun, and the future looks fabulous.I just hope she feels the same way when she finds out what I did.

J. A. Huss - Eighteen
Eighteen ​is hard. And so is Mateo Alesci. Hard to read, hard to predict, hard in every way that counts. He wants things from me. Dirty things, nasty things, forbidden things. And I have to give in. His attention is completely inappropriate, but I can’t say no. The way he looks at me… the way he watches me through my bedroom window… the way he drags me deeper and deeper into his completely forbidden fantasy just… turns me on. He knows it turns me on. He holds all the power. He holds all the cards. He holds my entire future in his hands. And I have to give in. Because Mr. Alesci is my teacher. And I need everything he’s offering.

J. A. Huss - Anarchy ​Missing
Everyone ​wants justice. That’s what Assistant DA, Lulu Lightly, tells me. “Cathedral City needs you to set things right,” she says. “To rid this place of corruption, once and for all.” I’d like to rid Lulu Lightly of her clothes. And maybe her moral superiority. But mostly her clothes. “I want you to fight the good fight with me,” she says. Hell, yeah. I’m always up for a fight. “We should stand up and be the voice of the people,” she says. Sure, I hear voices. Sometimes I even listen to them. “Figure out what’s good for the City and put it first,” she says. Oh, honey… what’s good for the City is bad for the people. Trust me, I know. I’m Case Reider—insane Alpha, nefarious inventor, and I understand this town better than anyone. Cathedral City needs me all right. Just not the way you think. I’m not the justice you’re looking for, Lulu Lightly. I’m still the same villain you left behind. Only now… there’s something very, very wrong with me.

J. A. Huss - Slack
Ford ​Aston is not too picky about what he wants out of Christmas. He's not into this holiday-like at all. He doesn't do presents, or family dinners, or parties, or church. He does pets. And he's got one lined up for Christmas Eve. In fact, it's the highlight of his day. And if he can get through drop-in visits, nosy twelve-year-olds, an inappropriate conversation with his best friend's girlfriend, dinner with a family that's not his, and a party at his mother's house-well, he might just get home in time to enjoy himself with a stranger and make it all OK.

J. A. Huss - Manic
TRAGIC ​is over and Rook is ready for the future—Spencer Shrike and the STURGIS contract! It’s three months of body art modeling! That means three months of Spencer Shrike’s paintbrush all over her body, three months in front of Antoine’s camera, and three months of twenty-four hour filming for Spencer’s Biker Channel reality show. Wait a minute…what reality show? Maybe she should’ve read that STURGIS contract a little closer? ;) Sure, Rook’s bank account is almost overflowing, but Ronin is angry, Clare is trying to escape rehab, Antoine is a worried mess, and Elise is just trying to hold everyone together. Her new family is about to fall apart before she even gets the chance to enjoy them. Add in a mysterious man from her past, a road trip to the famous Sturgis Motorcycle Rally, and a final show in front of the entire world where all her goods are on display, and you’ve got Manic—a new adult contemporary romance that will definitely make your summer sizzle!

J. A. Huss - Taking ​Turns
I’ve ​never been afraid of the dark...but that doesn’t mean I wanted to live in it. And maybe everyone wants what they can’t have, but I should’ve thought it over before I accepted the key and unlocked the door to their forbidden world. Number One is mostly silent. He watches me with them very carefully. His gaze never wanders. His interest never wanes. Number Two is mostly gentle. But it’s the other side of him I like best. The wild side. Number Three is mostly reserved. He refuses to cross the line. Even when I beg. It was carnal, it was sensual, and it was erotic. That’s it. That’s all it was supposed to be. A trip into the dark. A peek into the forbidden. I just didn’t expect to like them. ***** I heard the door open and close and said nothing. And the footsteps coming down the hallway towards the bedroom. I even heard him say, “Hey.” So softly. “You awake?” Like he didn’t want to wake me. I listened as he stepped into the closet. There was that slick sound a man makes when he pulls his tie through his shirt collar. I heard the unclasping of his watch. The jingle of his belt buckle and the shuffle of his pants as they dropped to the floor. I even heard his moan as he stood over me. I could feel his shadow from the streetlamp outside like it was heat. Then the bed creaked, the mattress sank. And his warm, hard body straddled me. Still, I said nothing. I just buried my face in the sweet scent of the pillow and closed my eyes, feigning sleep. “Rochelle,” he whispered, leaning over me. His fingertips gently brushed the hair away from my shoulder. His mouth pressed against my skin. “Did you miss me? God, I’ve missed you. Two weeks is too long. We need to renegotiate.” He nipped my neck. Kissed it. Licked my ear as he positioned himself to begin. And I said… nothing. Even though my name is not Rochelle. That’s why I’m here. Tied up and gagged inside the closet. Sitting in the dark as three men on the other side of the door argue about where Rochelle went, why I was in her bed, and what they should do next. I should be scared but I’m not. I should be screaming, but I won’t. Because this just feels very, very right. And the only thing on my mind is… what will happen next?

J. A. Huss - The ​Dirty Ones
They ​said write what you know so that's what I did. I wrote dirty, I wrote erotic, I wrote the truth. And then they called me a liar. But it's not me who's lying, it's them. Our story isn't for everyone. It's not even for us. So if you're looking for the fairy tale and the stupid prince on his dumb white horse, move along. You've got a hold of the wrong book. This is not your story, this is not your life, and this is not your opportunity to dip your frightened little toe into the dark pool of water and "try new things" and then pull it out and decide... #NotForMe. When you go in with us you go all in. So make a decision before you turn this page. Because I'm making one promise with this book. Just one. We are The Dirty Ones and this is our truth. The Dirty Ones is a brand new, thrilling, standalone romance about the secret world of erotica authors by New York Times bestselling author, JA Huss.

J. A. Huss - Spencer
I ​love Ron the Bomb and her safety is the only thing I care about. But life is a tricky bastard and conning criminals for the better part of ten years brings its own set of problems. Veronica the Bombshell Vaughn has put up with my crap for years and where has it gotten her? A big fat nowhere. No ring, no house, no kids, and no promises. In fact, I’m is worse than ever—distant and moody. She’s done sitting at home, pining over a man she can’t have. She’s tired of being ignored and she’s coming out swinging. Now there’s another man in town with his eye on her. He’s got secrets too, and he’s more than willing to share. Veronica is ready to jump ship unless I make a grand gesture and declare my love for her. And I can’t do it. If anyone finds out how much I love this woman, her life will be in danger. And I can’t not do it. Because if lose her, I lose everything. The entire Rook and Ronin series comes full circle. Every con, every lie, and every skeleton in the closet is back for one final shot at vengeance.

J. A. Huss - Meet ​Me In The Dark
He’s ​empty, inhuman, dishonest, and cruel. She’s never wanted anyone more. Sydney has lived in fear for eight years after freelance assassin, Merc, failed to rescue her from a cult-like militia group. Left in the hands of a sadistic man, she did whatever it took to survive. But Merc’s last words gave her hope. Hope he’d be back to finish the job. After Merc is betrayed by her father, Sydney becomes his target. He wields sex, drugs, lies, and love like weapons. Merc knows just what to do with a fearful girl like Sydney. He’s in control. He’s always in control. But Sydney Channing is not what she appears. And Merc’s only redeeming act—the very one that made Sydney’s life a living hell—might just be his worst mistake yet.

J. A. Huss - Pretty ​Nightmare
INDIE I ​have them all now. Just the way I want them. McKay, the one who loves me deepest. Adam, the one who protects me fiercely. Donovan, the one who tells the truth. They are my friends, they are my lovers, they are my world. And Maggie belongs to all of us—no matter who her father is. This is the family I’ve always wanted. This is the family I deserve. And I will do whatever it takes to keep them. McKAY I have a secret that could ruin everything. But I’m not keeping that secret to hurt her. Nathan St. James needed to go. ADAM I made a plan that could ruin everything. But I did it to save us in the end. The Company needed to come back. DONOVAN I told a lie that could ruin everything. But I didn’t tell the lie to them—I told it to myself. Carter is closer than we think. _There is something truly wrong at Boucher House on the Old Pearl River._ _Some hidden evil lurking deep inside the woods._ _Nothing about their blissful life is what it seems._ _Because just when they think they have it all—he shows up to take it back._

J. A. Huss - Guns
Spencer ​Shrike is a man with a plan. Get in. Get out. Move on. He loves Ron the Bomb, and her safety is the only thing on his mind these days. But life is a tricky bastard, and conning criminals for the better part of ten years brings its own set of problems. Sure, Rook lied her way out of a sticky situation, covering for crimes Ronin, Ford, and Spencer committed, and getting them all off scot-free in the process. But not everyone is buying Rook's story, and Spencer is desperate to figure out who's in town setting them up for a fall. Veronica the Bombshell Vaughn has put up with Spencer Shrike's shit for years and where has it gotten her? A big fat nowhere. No ring, no house, no kids, and no promises. In fact, Spencer is worse than ever-completely distant and moody. She's done sitting at home, pining over a man she can't have. But she's not opposed to fighting for him. Ron the Bomb fights hard and she fights dirty, so she's willing to do whatever it takes to get Spencer's attention. But now there's another man in town with his eye on her. He's got secrets too, but unlike Spencer, Bobby Mansi is more than willing to let Veronica in on them.

J. A. Huss - In ​To Her
When ​AJ and Logan walked into Yvette Nightingale’s bar they didn’t expect to be there long. They certainly didn’t expect to be dancing with her, or having sex with her, or spending the night with her. Because they were sent there to kill her. Not fall for her. Not feel sorry for her. Not want to take care of her, or protect her, or be in to her. But sometimes people enter your life for a reason. Sometimes they even enter at the very moment you need them most. And Yvette Nightingale needs AJ and Logan. She needs them even more than they need her.

J. A. Huss - Bomb: ​A Day in the Life of Spencer Shrike
Spencer ​Shrike is a plotter. Known for his ingenious, albeit illegal, plans that keeps the Team running efficiently and out of jail, he carries this same love of order into his personal life. He’s kept his long-time main squeeze on the sidelines for years as he builds the Shrike Bikes empire. Veronica Vaughn is an explosion ready to happen. Ronnie lives in the here and now. She lives for today. She knows what she wants, and she wants it now. And right now Ron the Bomb Vaughn wants Spencer shrike to leave her the hell alone. She’s done playing his game. She’s done waiting around. She’s moving forward with her own plots, plans, and dreams and she’s moving forward tonight. Ron the Bomb is finally—finally—gonna get some satisfaction. Too bad Spencer Shrike is standing in her way.

J. A. Huss - Sexy
Imagine ​the man of your dreams. The blue eyes. The unruly blonde hair. The perfect abs. How strong his muscular thighs feel as you dig your fingernails into the denim of his jeans. Now imagine looking up to meet his gaze as he guides you towards his belt. Offers you a new life, a new destiny, a whole new world as he teaches you how to make him moan. Coaches you in the art of being sexy. Would you say no? Could you say no? Fletcher Novak is that perfect man and he just made Tiffy Preston the offer of a lifetime. And all she has to do is… everything he tells her.

J. A. Huss - Johnathan McClain - Flesh ​Into Fire
Payback ​is owed. And Maddie Clayton is going to collect. This time Carlos and Logan have gone too far. People are dead, lives have been changed, and she’s had enough. Plus, she’s got the Devil on her side, so when an enemy turns into a friend with an idea of how to take Carlos down, she’s in. Tyler Morgan has been fighting back his whole adult life. He’s ready for anything when it comes to payback. But endangering Maddie can’t be part of the deal. Unfortunately for him, once Maddie gets an idea in her head, there’s no stopping her. Her debt has been paid in blood and she wants revenge. His fight is still there, but now he’s got more at stake than himself. The end is coming. But even if they win against Carlos, they can still lose each other.

J. A. Huss - Gorgeous ​Misery
_Wendy ​Gale isn’t the kind of girl you marry._ She’s not even the kind of girl you date. She’s not a friend with benefits, she’s not a one-night-stand, and regardless of what she thinks, she has never been a rebound. Wendy Gale is kind of girl you kidnap and lock in your basement so she can’t ever escape. She’s the kind of girl you tie up. You put a collar on her. A leash. Handcuffs. You chain her to things and gag her mouth. A blindfold isn’t a bad idea, either. Because Wendy Gale is the kind of girl you grab on to—any way you can—and you never let go. Wendy. Babe. You only need to know one thing about me, OK? I will _never_ let go.

J. A. Huss - Mr. ​Perfect
Wanting ​the perfect man doesn’t make me crazy. I just know what I like. A powerful billionaire in a suit wasn’t even my first choice. McAllister Stonewall was never on my radar, I didn’t even know he existed. But I do now. His hands are all over me at work. The heat of his chest pressing against my bare back as he bends me over the desk is the only thing on my mind. He is my most forbidden desires unleashed. He is my new secret obsession. He is my Mr. Perfect. Until the moment I realize… There’s no such thing as perfect.

J. A. Huss - Taut
Ford ​Aston is known for many things. Being an emotionless, messed up bastard, a freakishly smart social outcast, and a cold, domineering master who keeps "pets" instead of girlfriends. And after Rook broke his heart, he plans to keep it that way. Ashleigh is known for nothing, and that's exactly what she's got going for her. She's broke, stranded in the mountains with a three month old baby, and Ford Aston is screwing with her head. Big. Time. And she plans to mess with his right back. It's a coy game at first, filled with flirting, and innuendo--but Ford soon realizes something is not quite right with Ashleigh. In fact, something is seriously, seriously wrong and the closer they get to their final destination, the closer Ford gets to the truth. One night of devastation, self-loathing, and emptiness turns into the best thing that ever happened to Ford Aston. But one day of in-your-face reality threatens Ashleigh's whole existence.

J. A. Huss - Johnathan McClain - Angels ​Fall
Sometimes ​angels fall. Maddie doesn’t really owe drug lord, Carlos Castillo, money. So she hadn’t taken his threats seriously. Until now. He wants it, whether she owes it or not. And if she doesn’t have it in six weeks he’s gonna take her as payment instead. Tyler would save the world if he could. That’s a fight that lasts forever. And if there’s one thing he’s good at, it’s fighting. So if Maddie thinks she’s gonna deal with an insane drug lord on her own, she’s crazier than he is. She’s got a debt she can’t pay. He’s got more money than he needs. She’s not gonna fall for his charm. He’s gonna make sure that happens. They’re destined to be together. Even if Maddie doesn’t know it yet. Sometimes your soul mate isn’t who you’d choose, it’s who you need. Good thing you don’t get to choose.

J. A. Huss - Home
I ​just want my Grace back. I want the girl I found sending me dirty tweets on Saint Thomas. I want the girl who reluctantly gave in to my charms and let me boss her around. I want the girl who sent me to my knees and made me imagine what her fairy tale would look like with me in it. I just want to move on. I want to plan the future and think about kids and preschools and college funds. I want everything she ever wanted, and I want us to make it happen together. But the media needs more from us. More dirt. More pain. More payment for past transgressions. You can’t change the past. And even though Grace is ready to put her demons to bed, mine are just starting to get restless. Because when you’ve silenced as many enemies as I have over the years, you know that secret won’t stay buried forever.